SO. MANY. MISTAKES.
Words once spoken cannot be taken back. Actions are even worse. The only thing you can do after the fact is face the consequences. There is never a guarantee that you will not repeat something in the future. What you can do is consider the consequences of your words or actions well before going through with them.
You can flip the table because people are difficult or reconcile because they are precious. The onus is always on you to keep the flame alive.
Fingers. Sea salt. Women. Butterflies. Rat. Shrijven. Rijden. Appointments. Childhood.

All this engineering just to get hair off my face. To think that all this started with shells!
Almost forgot – I found my tag!